hmmmm

I have been really lethargic for the past week, and I don't really know why.

IDK. I'm getting ready to move back home, which I don't think I've mentioned anywhere online, so, uh. HI, I'M GOING HOME AT THE END OF THE MONTH.

I can't quite work up excitement over it right now (see: lethargy) but the thought of it makes me feel a sort of contentment. I just really miss living at home without having to dread the inevitable deadline where I must go back to the US. I miss my friends and being able to walk to places and take public transport over long distances.

I miss the weather, because I am always cold here, and it is actually kind of miserable to constantly be cold. I just want to go to my room, fling the window open, turn on the fan, and lie beneath it for a while.

And I'm a little afraid of building it up too much in my mind, so I keep reminding myself that the internet is slower and creative opportunities are not as easily available.

But I really miss home.